written during class, november 2, 2002

want to write
why won't my
words
come
i'm too afraid
to face
everything
that's happening
if i don't write it
i can almost
ignore it
all
i don't want to
think about
this baby
too much
because
i'm already
falling in love
and i don't
want to get
too attached
only to lose her
and
mark's shit
is scaring me
and overwhelming me

[got too overwhelmed and stopped writing]

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