written august 15, 2008 at 11:10pm

flaring
flashing
long deep aching
slowing me
dulling me
making me
more easily
angered
annoyed
frustrated
depressed
i feel like i'm
treading water
struggling
and the pain is
trying to
pull me under
i'm drowning in it
i don't know
what happens
when
i can't keep
my head up
anymore

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